confession

when boredom and loneliness strike in the middle of the night, all i wanted to do is to blog. 

i think i've blogged about all the latest events of mine, so what about i blog something personal. sort of personal.

i'm a selfish person. HAHA! srsly i've no idea how to start a personal blog post la. guess i'll just list down all my bad things here :D so, i was even selfish-er in high school. HAHA! omg why am i ruining my life nao -_- ok, THE PREVIOUS ME concentrate only on myself and do whatever based on my mood. i never thought of other's feeling and the worst is i think it's cool cause i'm just doing what i want and what i like to do. but me is nao in the progress of turning into a better person :D

next! i easily get jealous. i jealous of those who got beautiful eyes. fair skin. and those who have someone to send them home after school. yes you, wong qing xian. i even get jealous if i was being left out in any group photos or bff sharing some super lame super normal stuffs without my knowledge. guess it's just normal right -_- but i will straight away show face and behaving ridiculous. i'm glad that i still have friends :') i guess i was just lucky, they tolerate me a lot especially jaxxi *hug* i think she's the only one on earth who will apologize even if she's doing the right thing lol.

i think my jealousy has turned me into what i am today. i'm more independent, i can balik hometown by my own, taking bus alone, waiting train alone and be alone. yes yes, i'm insulting you again wong qing xian :p also also also also, if i appear in every single photo people might just get bored of me cuz i ain't megan fox pun. heheh zi qi qi ren. i will still get jealous sometimes, but hardly.

oh, i'm pretty smart in making fake promises too :( i always giving false hope and withdraw myself in very last minute, leaving them suffer and even frustrated on me. but i've overcome this, and i think i did pretty well. but for fake promises..olomok. sometimes most of the time i'm still doing it, but i will try my best solving this shitty imperfection of mine. HAHA! too much.

see, i'm a witch. i only share small part of my evil side cuz my regret level is getting higher as i keep on inserting words to this post -_-  people that can tolerate me, not many. and i suppose one of them that knows me well is wong qiang xian. too -_- cuz just nao i was in the urge of giving up installing the sims pet so i send him a msg seeking for help, eyh eyh. he didnt reply. until i gave up, 

ya ya :D 
nothing dy 
why 
nothing dy 
sure something about computer
i deny, cuz if i say yes he will lanC :p


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